2010年的尾声

今天的心情有点灰灰的。
心里面参杂了许多的想法和情绪，一直都找不到一个管道去抒发。
心里很纳闷，很想大声呐喊。
为何我这么的懦弱？为何这么简单的事情我还是办不到？
为何我要这么的执著？为何？为何？
没有什么好想不通的，只是自己一直都没有那个勇气去面对。
唯有选择在独自一人时，让泪水不断的侵蚀，冲洗那狼狈不堪的心灵。
或许这是另一个可以让我抒发的方法吧~
进入2010年的尾声，我还是原来的我，一直在原地踏步，不懂得向前走。
一个执著于无聊玩意儿的白痴。一个不懂得疼爱自己的傻子。
不行了，我不可以让自己继续堕落下去。我要好好的疼爱自己，让自己快乐的过每一天。
2010年，我决定 —— 删除记忆！！！


（鱼儿的我决定形容得很贴切。贴切的直让我深入其中。唉~）

我决定要在天亮之前冷静，让所有情节从此冻结在这里

Love besties ♥

Went out with eleen and melissa before the super duper short midterm break ended. And this time ELEEN drove!!! Urghhh... I can't believe it. Lol. She even managed to bring us to Queensbay safely! Hoho. Thank God! It's been so fun to be with besties after such a long time of separation. I love to spend time with them and sharing each other stories. Hoho. It's gossip time. xoxo. Lol.

After came back from penang, we went to fetch kah shing and we continued with our second round. This time we chose a cafe nearby Chung Ling. It's called MMF Comic Cafe. The surrounding is so nice and easy. It's a nice place to chit chat with friends and take lotsa photos. Haha. That's we did there.

It was a comic shop initially. And it modified its downstairs to become a cafe. Nice try seriously!

The food there still acceptable. And finally i managed to eat a normal green curry chicken after searching for a long time. I still remember how disgusting the green curry chicken in Genting was! Yuckss!

Giroro, the name of the drinks. The idea came from the comic of Keroro. Lol. Cute!

And here come our SS time. xD

Kah shing.. She claimed she has a big eyes. But photo proved that she doesn't... Hahaha. We still remember well how her hands shake during the exam time. Hohohohoho.

Melissa, just came back from Aussie. Love her free and easy style. xD

Eleen, just graduated from her degree. Currently a teacher teaching music. Couldn't believe she is becoming a TEACHER now! Wonder how she can control her craziness!!! Hahahaha...

 Take 1 ♥

Take 2 ♥

Take 3 ♥

 I couldn't believe someone still dare to claim that she is good in taking photos. ><!!! 

See!!! Her hand is shaking!!! Tabiat buruk memang susah nak dibuangkan! Lol!!!

I love this candid so much! Haha. Eleen is still that 38. Lol.

 Camera vs camera. Lol.. ♥♥♥

 Love this photo the most. ♥ Camera of camera. Niceeeeeeee..

Love is in the air. ♥ I enjoyed the moment with my besties. :) Cheers.

Trim hair again ;P

My fringe is getting longer and longer. And I really can't stand on that length anymore. Therefore i decided to go and trim my fringe during this break.  Well, nothing much change, just the fringe is short now! Hehe. At least i won't be disturbed by my fringe anymore. And and and... I love myself in fringe. At least i'm younger now. Hahahaha :) Got friend even came and asked me, "Did you straighten your hair?" Hmm hmm hmm, my hair is natural. Muahahahaha. It's been so fun to have a fringe. Starting to have a thought of dying my hair. Cassie berrie perhaps? Hmm.. Humpty dumpty... xD

SS after came back from the shop. Like the feel of this photo so muchie. ♥

The best thing about me is you.. ♥ I miss you~

I'm waiting for my dad to finish his drama and my mom to come back from gossip-ing with aunties. I'm HUNGRYYYYYYYY... Grrr.. Till then, bye bye! :))

Birthday celebration :)

Just realised that i have lots of friends celebrating their birthday these two months. And I had just celebrated three birthdays for last two weeks. Oh my gosh! No wonder my friend said my life is so happening. Haha. xD

I have no idea that since when i was assigned to be the planner for the birthday. But luckily everytime the plan ended well with Ewa's help. Kudos to Ewa. :) This time i chose to celebrate Nov babes birthday at Friendster cafe as i got 3 papers for the week. God damn it! I was damn suffer with the papers. =X Anyhow most them thought the place was situated at town there. No wonder everyone sms-ed me and told me they need transport. LOL.

The birthday celebration ended very well. Thanks to the worker there. They really gave us full cooperation :) I like to see everyone of us gather together after a long time of separation. The tie is still there and there will be lots of thoughts to be shared with as always :) Just like what Sau Xian said, it gives me a feeling of FAMILY. Thankful for the moment and i love you guys so much... ♥

 A birthday cake with candles of four. Cheese cake from MG cafe. Most of them like it very much. Credits to Ewa. Do you realise that the shop managed to write four of their names on the top of the cake? Haha! The wording is so smalllllll.. LOL. And... four of them managed to blow one candle out of these four candles. Hahaha. Pandai seh! ♥

From the left, Wei wei, Zi xin, Evon and Jeffrey!!!!

Make a wish! :) Wish you guys have a blessful year ♥

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mates!!!! ♥

在家就是王道~ :)

在家的第一天就被张涵凯call出去了。这次是为了帮慧妮庆祝生日。不过，到最后好像都没有给她切蛋糕~晕~太神了我们~

我们第一站是去打保龄球。唉，这次的我没有球运，一直洗水沟而已~不过，那儿的保龄球场的设备欠缺理想，是时候更新了啦~可怜我们隔壁那一桌的，一直system down、荧幕又坏了，根本都打不完一场~哈哈~说真的，这是我第一次在北海玩保龄球~ xD

第二站我们去吃卤肉。槟城的卤肉其实是外地所称的五香。奇怪对吗？不过，算了啦，都是往嘴里塞的，没什么分别的~哈哈。可是，这儿的特点是卖卤肉的档都是拜拜时才会有的。不要问我为什么，我也不懂~坐在路旁吃卤肉，喝着四果汤是别有一番滋味的，也顿时让我想起童年的点滴~哈哈！这些都是我们小时候都会吵着爸妈带我们去吃的小吃~（尤其是有拜拜的时候）

 很多选择的五香~好吃！;P 小时候的最爱~

开动了~~哈哈

 四果汤里的料理~薏米、白果、jelly、sago等~

 一大锅的红豆水~红豆，我得最爱~

 这就是所谓的四果汤啦~好喝噢~还可以解暑~

第三站我们就去了慧妮的家呆~一边看星光、一边玩lami，不错的消磨时间~哈哈

第四站就跑去钟灵附近的Fresh cafe喝茶~愕然发现，钟灵附近开了很多间的cafe。还好我毕业得早，不然我会穷死了~哈哈！听说现在的小孩子一有课外活动，就跑来这儿吃饭，有钱到~

 Fresh cafe，不错流荡的好去处~

涵凯不怎么样的水~哈哈

 我点的卤肉饭~不错吃哦~酱汁还蛮多的，可是他们嫌它小碗了些~哈哈



今天的这一趟让我发现身边的事物都改变了不少~原来我每次回家都是匆匆忙忙的，从来都没有好好观察这小镇的美~看来是时候要好好品尝这儿美好的一切~我♥北海~哈哈！

好啦，迟了~我要睡了~拜拜~  LOL