2010年的尾声

今天的心情有点灰灰的。
心里面参杂了许多的想法和情绪，一直都找不到一个管道去抒发。
心里很纳闷，很想大声呐喊。
为何我这么的懦弱？为何这么简单的事情我还是办不到？
为何我要这么的执著？为何？为何？
没有什么好想不通的，只是自己一直都没有那个勇气去面对。
唯有选择在独自一人时，让泪水不断的侵蚀，冲洗那狼狈不堪的心灵。
或许这是另一个可以让我抒发的方法吧~
进入2010年的尾声，我还是原来的我，一直在原地踏步，不懂得向前走。
一个执著于无聊玩意儿的白痴。一个不懂得疼爱自己的傻子。
不行了，我不可以让自己继续堕落下去。我要好好的疼爱自己，让自己快乐的过每一天。
2010年，我决定 —— 删除记忆！！！


（鱼儿的我决定形容得很贴切。贴切的直让我深入其中。唉~）

我决定要在天亮之前冷静，让所有情节从此冻结在这里

Love besties ♥

Went out with eleen and melissa before the super duper short midterm break ended. And this time ELEEN drove!!! Urghhh... I can't believe it. Lol. She even managed to bring us to Queensbay safely! Hoho. Thank God! It's been so fun to be with besties after such a long time of separation. I love to spend time with them and sharing each other stories. Hoho. It's gossip time. xoxo. Lol.

After came back from penang, we went to fetch kah shing and we continued with our second round. This time we chose a cafe nearby Chung Ling. It's called MMF Comic Cafe. The surrounding is so nice and easy. It's a nice place to chit chat with friends and take lotsa photos. Haha. That's we did there.

It was a comic shop initially. And it modified its downstairs to become a cafe. Nice try seriously!

The food there still acceptable. And finally i managed to eat a normal green curry chicken after searching for a long time. I still remember how disgusting the green curry chicken in Genting was! Yuckss!

Giroro, the name of the drinks. The idea came from the comic of Keroro. Lol. Cute!

And here come our SS time. xD

Kah shing.. She claimed she has a big eyes. But photo proved that she doesn't... Hahaha. We still remember well how her hands shake during the exam time. Hohohohoho.

Melissa, just came back from Aussie. Love her free and easy style. xD

Eleen, just graduated from her degree. Currently a teacher teaching music. Couldn't believe she is becoming a TEACHER now! Wonder how she can control her craziness!!! Hahahaha...

 Take 1 ♥

Take 2 ♥

Take 3 ♥

 I couldn't believe someone still dare to claim that she is good in taking photos. ><!!! 

See!!! Her hand is shaking!!! Tabiat buruk memang susah nak dibuangkan! Lol!!!

I love this candid so much! Haha. Eleen is still that 38. Lol.

 Camera vs camera. Lol.. ♥♥♥

 Love this photo the most. ♥ Camera of camera. Niceeeeeeee..

Love is in the air. ♥ I enjoyed the moment with my besties. :) Cheers.

Trim hair again ;P

My fringe is getting longer and longer. And I really can't stand on that length anymore. Therefore i decided to go and trim my fringe during this break.  Well, nothing much change, just the fringe is short now! Hehe. At least i won't be disturbed by my fringe anymore. And and and... I love myself in fringe. At least i'm younger now. Hahahaha :) Got friend even came and asked me, "Did you straighten your hair?" Hmm hmm hmm, my hair is natural. Muahahahaha. It's been so fun to have a fringe. Starting to have a thought of dying my hair. Cassie berrie perhaps? Hmm.. Humpty dumpty... xD

SS after came back from the shop. Like the feel of this photo so muchie. ♥

The best thing about me is you.. ♥ I miss you~

I'm waiting for my dad to finish his drama and my mom to come back from gossip-ing with aunties. I'm HUNGRYYYYYYYY... Grrr.. Till then, bye bye! :))

Birthday celebration :)

Just realised that i have lots of friends celebrating their birthday these two months. And I had just celebrated three birthdays for last two weeks. Oh my gosh! No wonder my friend said my life is so happening. Haha. xD

I have no idea that since when i was assigned to be the planner for the birthday. But luckily everytime the plan ended well with Ewa's help. Kudos to Ewa. :) This time i chose to celebrate Nov babes birthday at Friendster cafe as i got 3 papers for the week. God damn it! I was damn suffer with the papers. =X Anyhow most them thought the place was situated at town there. No wonder everyone sms-ed me and told me they need transport. LOL.

The birthday celebration ended very well. Thanks to the worker there. They really gave us full cooperation :) I like to see everyone of us gather together after a long time of separation. The tie is still there and there will be lots of thoughts to be shared with as always :) Just like what Sau Xian said, it gives me a feeling of FAMILY. Thankful for the moment and i love you guys so much... ♥

 A birthday cake with candles of four. Cheese cake from MG cafe. Most of them like it very much. Credits to Ewa. Do you realise that the shop managed to write four of their names on the top of the cake? Haha! The wording is so smalllllll.. LOL. And... four of them managed to blow one candle out of these four candles. Hahaha. Pandai seh! ♥

From the left, Wei wei, Zi xin, Evon and Jeffrey!!!!

Make a wish! :) Wish you guys have a blessful year ♥

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mates!!!! ♥

在家就是王道~ :)

在家的第一天就被张涵凯call出去了。这次是为了帮慧妮庆祝生日。不过，到最后好像都没有给她切蛋糕~晕~太神了我们~

我们第一站是去打保龄球。唉，这次的我没有球运，一直洗水沟而已~不过，那儿的保龄球场的设备欠缺理想，是时候更新了啦~可怜我们隔壁那一桌的，一直system down、荧幕又坏了，根本都打不完一场~哈哈~说真的，这是我第一次在北海玩保龄球~ xD

第二站我们去吃卤肉。槟城的卤肉其实是外地所称的五香。奇怪对吗？不过，算了啦，都是往嘴里塞的，没什么分别的~哈哈。可是，这儿的特点是卖卤肉的档都是拜拜时才会有的。不要问我为什么，我也不懂~坐在路旁吃卤肉，喝着四果汤是别有一番滋味的，也顿时让我想起童年的点滴~哈哈！这些都是我们小时候都会吵着爸妈带我们去吃的小吃~（尤其是有拜拜的时候）

 很多选择的五香~好吃！;P 小时候的最爱~

开动了~~哈哈

 四果汤里的料理~薏米、白果、jelly、sago等~

 一大锅的红豆水~红豆，我得最爱~

 这就是所谓的四果汤啦~好喝噢~还可以解暑~

第三站我们就去了慧妮的家呆~一边看星光、一边玩lami，不错的消磨时间~哈哈

第四站就跑去钟灵附近的Fresh cafe喝茶~愕然发现，钟灵附近开了很多间的cafe。还好我毕业得早，不然我会穷死了~哈哈！听说现在的小孩子一有课外活动，就跑来这儿吃饭，有钱到~

 Fresh cafe，不错流荡的好去处~

涵凯不怎么样的水~哈哈

 我点的卤肉饭~不错吃哦~酱汁还蛮多的，可是他们嫌它小碗了些~哈哈



今天的这一趟让我发现身边的事物都改变了不少~原来我每次回家都是匆匆忙忙的，从来都没有好好观察这小镇的美~看来是时候要好好品尝这儿美好的一切~我♥北海~哈哈！

好啦，迟了~我要睡了~拜拜~  LOL

To all coffee lover ♥

Well, i still haven't wrap up my birthday post with my dearies after dragging it for such a long time. Blamed that stupid EP line. I can't upload photos and login to blogspot. >.< Let's refresh it before i continue on with part 2. :))

Here is the previous post. 

http://mylittlewhispering.blogspot.com/2010/10/21st-with-brothers-and-sistas.html

We went to Khaki Coffee Bar for our next station. We have been dreaming to go for this place for such a long time ago. Well, fyi we are coffee addicts. ♥ Anyhow, the place is closed everytime we went there. That's why we were so excited when we saw the place is opened that time. 

It's is situated opposite Carry On Buffet. They close on every Monday and their business hour is till 9pm only. It is kinda earlier for uni student like us right? Lol.

I strongly recommend this place for those who really in love with coffee so much. They blend their coffee powder by their own. Interesting right? Initially this shop is their factory to produce the coffee. They produce it and distribute it to most of the shop in Melaka. (I saw their coffee in Voyage Traveller Lounge! xD) Not long ago, they decided to share their love with others by opening a coffee bar in their shop. I love their coffee so much. It is so pure and smell nice. I really enjoy drinking their coffee. :)) ♥ And the most important thing is their price is REASONABLE!!! It is a nice place for coffee lovers who can't afford for a high expense coffee in Starbucks. (Just like me xD)  Don't forget to pay them a visit whenever you are free :)

 I ♥ the smell of coffee. ♥♥♥

 Our visit to Khaki Coffee Bar. :))

 An interesting game we found in the shop.

 Coffee, coffee, and coffee... ♥♥♥

Lastly, the boss with us. He is so friendly. He shared lots of stories with us. :) Nice day though.

I really enjoyed myself for that day. Thanks so much for such a great day. I ♥ u guys... Thanks for being with me whenever i'm lost. I'm so grateful for it! Love. 

I want to buy dresssssssssss. xD

Just tried on a cute little dress from Kitschen. Oh my gosh, it look so lovely. I love it so muchieeee..  ♥

Okie, i know i look fat on it. But it really looks pretty. How i wish i do have money to buy it for myself. xD Hmm, going to hunt for some little cute dress soon. But in the mean time i need to work hard to slim down. Good luck to me. Bwahahahaha.

http://www.kitschen.com/ 

Have a look on their website. I love their web design so much. It's so damn creative. And you need to unzip to scroll on the page :) ♥ 

Till then. bubyeeeeeee~

Coloured my nail :)

Just coloured my nail with newly bought nail polish. It's pinky!!! And i love it so much. Can't stop looking at my own nails. Hahaha. Please ignore me. I just like my lovely nail so much. It's from Nature Republic at MP. I was looking for this shop long time ago. The things sold in this shop look so lovely. I love their packaging so much. And my friend said the skin care sold there is kinda complete. Wow~ Too bad i'm poor. If not, i'm sure i will go and invest something from there. Haha.

Hate the hot sunny day. I kept sweating for the whole day. Grr... And and and.. HATE the stupid damn slow line at EP. I can't do anything with such a turtle line. Curse the line! LOL.. Till then, ciao!

A lovely weekend with a tea break.

一杯茶,

一本书,

一个悠闲的咖啡屋,

一个宁静的下午，

一个单身汉的写照。

您，又是怎么渡过愉快的周末下午呢？

Watson Mahkota Parade

Ding dong! It's 9pm and i just finished my day in Watson Mahkota Parade. Being there for these 2 weeks is such a nice memory for me. I have a lot of fun with my colleagues. Thanks to them for taking care of me. Hehe. Well, i didn't feel sad for spending my weekend by working, instead i felt happy as i don't have the chance to waste money! Haha. Really glad to know some new friends there, especially Vichy girl, Elise. She is a nice and cute girl. And also Ah Pei, Nano/Nutox promoter, a friendly lady that made me laugh nonstop. I've seen a lot of things on these 4 days. There are variety pattern of customers and we can't do anything except for SMILE. Hehe. Anyhow i really appreciate the moment i had there. ♥♥♥

 If you ask me what did i get or learn from this 4 days, i will definitely say, FREE SAMPLE!!! Haha. I got a lot of free sample from my colleagues. Thanks for their kindness. I love it so muchieeeeee.. Hehe.. As you can see from the photo below, i got Bio-essence deep exfoliating gel, some vichy sample products and also 2 bottles of Innershine. Weeeee... Gonna use all of them wisely. (Since i'm sure that i'm not able to get myself any of these products. It is so damn costly for a poor student like me. Haha!) ♥

Elise asked me to be her bridesmaid for her wedding. I was so happy as i dreamt for it so long ago. But i'm not sure she is joking or serious. Lol... Anyhow glad to have a good friend like her. Haha!

I'm freaking tired now. It's time for me to recharge before i start on my studies. Good day peeps! Bye, nite! ♥

Lelong lelong!

Went to Metro fair for the second time yesterday. It was happy hour when we stepped into the hall. And they are doing promotion for the watches!!! You can get 2 watches for just RM10. Oh my gosh!!!! It was so damn cheap! I'm hunting for a watch for a long time already. However i still can't find a nice one for myself as i'm in financial crisis. Haha! The effect of overspend... That's why when i saw this promotion, i decided to buy it for myself without any hesitate. However, the place is so crowded and i spend a lot of time just to choose for two watches. And lastly i couldn't stand on it anymore, then i just picked 2 up and pay for it. Hoho! Crazy me! Anyway i still satisfy with it. Finally, i'm back with watch again! Wohoo!  ♥

My 2nd part time job xD

Today is not my day. I was so tired and not feeling well. Arghhhh.. Really feeling uneasy for the whole day. My supervisor said Watson Mahkota Parade's sales is not that good enough. I admit it but it doesn't mean that im lazy (Though im a bit xD) It's just that there were few customer in Watson. Hmm.. Why yea? I also wish to figure out. People in Melaka prefer to go to Guardian rather than Watson. Got one stupid fella even came to ask me, "Miss, do you know where is Guardian?" Hmm.. This is Watson and you came here to ask where is Guardian? Lol.. I just have to get use with it. Muahahahaha...

Today got a new promoter came. Well, actually im a newbie than her, but just that she was not in when i started my day at Watson. She is selling Brands Innershine. And i got a free bottle of Innershine from her before she went back. Haha. How nice she is.. As i wouldn't have extra money to spend on this type of things. Thankiuuuu lady :) ♥

Tomorrow will be my last day at Watson Mahkota Parade. Gonna miss my lovely colleagues so muchieeee... Thankiuuu so much for the days at there. Muacksssss.. Love girlssss.. ♥ Hmmm, just realise 2 weeks ended so fast. My project is going to end tomorrow. And it's time for me to hunt for another job. Anyone wanna hire me? xD

Brands InnerShine --- contains 7 types of berries. Blueberries, strawberries, elderberries, acai berries, blackcurrants, cranberries and chokeberries. Sound so fruity right? xD It is rich with Vitamin A, C, E & Zine, which is to nourish your eyes. Hmm... I love the smell of this drink. Thinking of consume it when im that rich enough. xD Do try it if your financial allow you to do so. :)

Going to sleep soon. I'm so tired. And tomorrow is my last day. Gonna rock the day well. Hiak hiak! Ciao! ♥ Muackssssss ♥♥♥ 

Metrojaya Fair

My colleague told me about this Metro fair last week. She said the prices of the products there are quite cheap. They are throwing the price there. Wa, sounds like a good deal for girls right? xD Thus, Ewa and i decided to go and have a look. We went there after our dinner. It is situated at Mitc there. The fair is started from today till this sunday ( 4 Nov - 7 Nov), 11am-9pm if im not mistaken. 

Oh yea, there is a furniture fair running at the same time, same place. xD What a coincidence... But Metro fair is on the left side of the hall. I never been to such fair before and thus i was surprised by them that we need to put our bag in a big plastic bag. This is to avoid theft from happen. Hmm... Cuteeee~ Then we were given a big shopping bag to let us put the things we wanna buy inside. 

I was a bit excited when i saw Sommerset Bay in this fair. Thought that i might hunt some clothes back.... Who know, the price is still expensive like hell. Sorry peeps, im just a pity little poor student. xD Then i went to have a look on the shoes. Well, the price is reasonable but i couldn't find any shoes that i like. Perhaps im too fussy? Anyway it was a good news to my little purse. xD Well, most of the time i was just look around. There were not much thing for me to see. Hmmm.. Little disappointed.. 

The last department we went to was the cosmetics department. There were a lot of fragrance selling there. But my little cute Loving You still left a lot.. Thus i didn't look at those products. Afraid that i will become insane and buy 1 to just put in my shelves. xD Oh yea, i saw Harujuku selling there. Wonder how it smell like.. Hmmmm..

Then i was attracted by eyeliner gel selling there. It was so damn cheap. Thought of buying it at first, but then i have managed to control myself from acting insane! Hahaha. Well, there were not much choices for the cosmetic products. There were just Silky Girl, In2it and Clinelle.

Clinelle, a product that i have been looking for few months already. I started to look at this product when they introduced the blackhead remover. Too bad, they didn't sell in this fair. xD I was wondering how good is this product as none of my friends using it. It sounds quite nice. Thus i decided to give it a try. (The price is kinda cheap as well xD ) And shopaholic me have bought a cleasing gel, a toner and a compact powder. It just cost me for RM27! Oh my gosh.. It was so cheap. Haha! Really scare that i can't stop buying things if i stayed more longer at there. Lol..

Well, if you are staying in Melaka, and you got nothing to do, you can surely drop by there and have a look around there. Have a nice day :)))

The products that i bought. 

Deep cleansing gel (RM 6), Toner (RM 17), Compact powder (RM 10).

I love the price so muchieeee ♥ So wish to buy more stuff there. Hahahaha...

To all my indian friends, Happy Diwali!!! Have a great celebration! ♥ Till then, ciao!

台湾特产 ♥ 太阳饼

去年梁姐带了一大堆的台湾特产回来给我们吃。可惜啊，那时候的我茹素，所以只好眼巴巴的看着他们吃。不过，还好的是，梁姐留了太阳饼给我吃。结果，我就在那时候爱上了太阳饼。过了这么久，我还是忘不了太阳饼的美味。所以嘛，就托了苑姐买一些太阳饼回来。还好苑姐还记得我的order，买了几包给我们。哈哈！看到太阳饼，我简直是兴奋到爆了~

虽然只是那少少几包，不过也足以让我开心了一阵子。哈哈！请恕我太馋嘴~不过，有太阳饼当早餐的滋味真棒~那几个早上我还过得满快活的~哈哈！谢谢苑姐哦~♥

锵锵锵！！！ 

台湾带回来的手信 ♥ 太阳饼 ♥ 我的最爱~

一块圆圆的大饼，

酥脆的饼皮，

甜而不腻的内馅，

带着点点的奶味……真是棒极了！

各位，如果有去台湾跑的话，记得要尝尝这一个大饼哦~嗯……如果方便的话，也顺便带一点回来给我吃~哈哈哈哈！

Back to study life...

Well, i'm officially broke after whole week outing. Grrr.. I need money seriously!!! $$$ Money money home~ Hahahaha... Therefore i've accepted the project of salonpas for 2 weeks. And it means i will have extra pocket money after that. Lol... Still long way to go though.. xD Just ended my 1st week of work. It's indeed tiring.. Standing for almost 8 hours. Gosh, my leg going to break sooonnnnnnn.. But i really enjoyed my days in Watson Mahkota Parade. The colleagues here are friendly and funny. It was so much fun to be with them. Anyhow, i didn't achieve my low cost plan at all. They kept pulling me out for food. Grrrr.. I really can't resist of food indeed.. Money has just flied like this. Haizzzzz... But it is a good experience for me. Everytime i work part time i really can feel that university life and real life is totally different. Working life is much more cruel indeed. Anyhow people are more mature compared to Uni students. Sometime i really can't stand on some childish act. Lol... I've learned a lot from them. Really thankful that they were treating me so nice. Arigato~~ Just now elise sms-ed me. She asked me to go for ramen this Saturday. I was speechless. Grrrr... I mau save money larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... >_< Still got 1 weekend to go! Jiayou minQ! Muackssss ♥ 

Back to study life after 2 days of work! Told myself i'm going to work harder for my better life. Good luck minQ! Don't let those unhappy things distract you~ Just be yourself!!!! Smile :))

Till then, going to dabao for my dinner. Ciao!

21st with brothers and sistas ♥

It was thursday and Melaka has called it a holiday in order to celebrate the Melaka Maju Day 2010. Well, it was a good news for students like us. But it is a bad news for my purse! Haha. I'm officially broke! Lol..

They decided to help me celebrate my 21st on that day. At first they were planned to give me surprise. However woon yuan gave up and straight asked me where i wanna go for the celebration since they were lack of idea. Awwww... It was so lovely. And we have made up our mind to go to Wok & Pan as it's price is reasonable.

Woon Yuan ♥

Meeeee.. ♥

Ewa ♥

Sorry for the men.. They were late for the lunch and i was lazy to take their photos! Haha. My yummy cordon blue is more important. xD

And here come our food...

Chicken Cordon Blue ♥

Marinated Herb Pork Chop ♥

Don't know what is this. But it looked colourful. xD

Jian Ning's dish. I also forgot what is it. Haha!

We then headed to Gogo Ktv since we couldn't find anything to do. But then i thought of flying kites when i saw the nice weather. And they brought me there after 2 hours K-time. How lovely they are. :) ♥

I saw people selling kites on the road. I ♥ the colourful kites so much. So do the strong breeze there. I felt so excited. It was like going back to my childhood time. Miss it so much! :)

Cs bought a kite there and we found hard to fly it at first. But after few tries, we managed to fly it up high. I was so happy to see it flying up high. But my neck was pain. Haha! 

There were variety types of kites selling there. I saw some people playing with a huge parachute kite. It managed to pull the people up to the sky. Wowwwww... I love the long tail kite the most. It looked so pretty when they made turning. Oh my... I really lost myself in such lovely skyyyyy... It was such a great feeling to be there. Haha. Thanks buddies! ♥

Me, Ewa and Woon yuan.. The ladies ♥

They were trying hard to fly the kites. Cuttteee.. Hahahaha...

Till then. Will continue the part 2 next time. I'm going to bed soon. Working tomorrow! Ciao ♥